11:55 pm 20th september almost 21st... and here i am... i am tired... i am exhusted... before i could fake my way through... now though i dont even have energy to fake even the subtlest of smiles... i was in london the other day... went to all the "tourist" spots... and as i was by myself as usual i was talking pictures by myself... and the sickest thing was that that my eyes in all the pictures were dead... it was like the eyes of the fish...lol

3 years at Metro

Ok so for past couple of days i have been thinking to come back and start writting again... therefore on my third work anniversary at metro I thought why not write something to remind me of my tenure in this organization if ever in future  I read this blog. So today on 2nd July 2013/ 3rd Ramazan I sit at my desk at this Fucked up organization and trying to write something....
Last three years been a roller coaster ride.... some how instead of becoming better this organization ensured that i as a person become a lot more brash/crude/uncouth than i was.... Professionally my CV seems impressive but some how feel unsure and a little hollow.
My blog isreally depressinbg waise... i really really need to find some joy in my life otherwise i will end up like rest of my paternal family members... who are nothing but bitter people... blaming all their misgivings on everyone else but themselves... anyway... as usual feeling fuckedup thought i would brighten my Blog with my ultimate optimisim....

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