6 feet below

It seems like eons that i have written anything... to be completely honest the words had departed... there was just nothing to write about or to write for... you know thats what i have come to realize... you run after something... it may be money, cars, people, friends..... words... it just seems that the keep on running away from you... after ever 6 feet down you think that it cant go lower then that... and then you discover that there is another 6 feet below then your previous 6 feet... and another 6 feet below... and another 6 feet below... annnd another 6 feet below...
well after all the 6 feets you suddenly pop right back on surface... hell the world is like a ball... what did you expect... you had to get out the other side... but the thing is that now everything is upside down... freaaakkkkyyyy.... and you relize that what was up before is actually down now.... what was left before is actually right... and the best of all what was so so correct before is so so wrong now... so now you are back on surface but you are completely... and i honestly and most sympathaticallly in my sick twisted completely numbed senses give my sympathies to you and tell you that it was never about how low can it get cause there definately comes a time when the lowness just dosent matter cause you get used to the dark and comforted by the darkness and lowness.... now its all about resurfacing....and u realize that there is just no no one... not even your troubled soul is with you....

Lunatic Ramblings