Incompetent

it hurts....it hurts so bad...every breath every hair every pore...it all hurts...

everyday a part of ones soul die...and what is the most suprising is that one is not even aware of that bit...one never knows that that particular bit exists...dreams aspirations all go slip away from your hand and one lets it go because no mater how hard one tries they just dont stay there or they even lose that charm...why??? just because that u feel that they are not important and when once it goes there is nothing there...

a guy sitting on top of murdar mountain all by himself...he is sitting on hard earth...he is there all by himself...the sun is setting in front of him...he is there all by himself...and if he looks back his shoulder he can see spin karaise the most beautiful lake of all in shadows of sleeping beauty... he is there all by him self... the wind which blows in his face is cold... he is there all by himself...no sound except of the wind blowing over the barren dead yet simply beautiful landscape of Murdar... even he dosent know why he is there... how did he get there...who brought him there...why is he there... yet he sits there... like a stone..looking at the setting sun...breathing the ice cold air...he dosent smile... he dosent cry...he is just there...all by himself...is he a loner?...or was he left alone?...

life goes on...the same sun shines everyday... there are some smiles...some genuine some fake...

yet there are smiles...illusions are there...dreams of being a success and dreams of knowing of ones sucess...but the 3% from 1-1 and work done with all efforts x 0...yet the sun shines... friends...a piece of one soul...words lost... moments lost...memories lost... smiles lost... soul lost...and the funny thing is no one is aware of this lose...it just happens just like the bit by bit of ones soul dying... one sentence...it take sone sentence... to make or break... one sentence to tie you to one person for the rest of your life... one sentence to kill some one...one sentence to give hope... one sentence to kill one soul...

and yet he sits there by himself...

Lunatic Ramblings