Going crazy 23 June 15

Ok its offical... I think i am going crazy.... Been obsessing, over someone who is literally treating me like a spare tyre. Being stubborn, and admant... I think i need a break... And damn it karachi is hoooot... Like seriously hot... Loving my work... Kinda not liking khubaib... He has become arrogant... Which always means downfall... And i dont want to see him go down... He deserves better... Its baba happening all over again, he better get sorted... Amma here with me in khi ... Sooooo grateful to Allah for her... Love you Allah

The night of 1st ramzan 2015

Why do i have a feeling that this time i have reached th point of no return.... This time i will change and would not be able to recover... I dont even have the energy to blame anyone... I am truly incapable of loving and to be loved...how can i keep telling myself that i am perfect when i am cracked, chipped and broken... I am flawed...    Lunatic ramblings