11:55 pm 20th september almost 21st... and here i am... i am tired... i am exhusted... before i could fake my way through... now though i dont even have energy to fake even the subtlest of smiles... i was in london the other day... went to all the "tourist" spots... and as i was by myself as usual i was talking pictures by myself... and the sickest thing was that that my eyes in all the pictures were dead... it was like the eyes of the fish...lol