Haze Of Desire...

the desire for everything has come to such a peak that its unbearable.... overwhelming...
i feel alive... i feel human again.... after avery long time i feel as if i am as light as air.... the guilt which use to strangle my heart has evaporated.... i want to do things because now i want too not because i have too. this desire to love fierecly... to laugh carelessly.... to run unstopabbly... to sleep peacefully... to cry uninhabbitidly...to shout loudly.... all of these desire have reached an apex and i am high on them.... and i am happy some how .... i know that what ever shit i am going through will be over... and i know that the shit through which joora, taneez, rabbaj, niassuh are going through will be over too... this too shall pass...just like the tortourus classes with sir rauf... at least we have eachother... for how long no one knows... but why bother about whats to come in future while we can savour every moment, every memory, every laughter, every tear, every word with eachother.... i like the following poem...hence i am puting it in....
H earts in harmony anticipate
A nswers well before a question’s put.
Z ones dark freed for light play magic flute
E mpathy inspires, all senses sate.
O pen door, therefore, unlocks each gate -
F inds minds aligned, joy unconfined takes root
D efying Time as inner ear, acute,
E xtends beyond the patterned web of Fate.
S urrender self, cast out cares fast, relate.
I ntuitively, rune-tune absolute
R esponds with trust all envy must confute, -
E nchantment shared which never need abate.
N one seeks sense or defense when hearts sincere,
OW n not but share, with motives crystal clear.

Lunatic Ramblings