frustration

i think i am going mad or probbably i have been mad all my life its just that i have realized now.
what in the gods name is happening to this world. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feal like shouting screaming biting abusing fighting kicking and mokking and god knows what........... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh its so stupid. why the hell cant people be straight forward and honest. either its one of your ediotic friends who is offened at you about which you have no idea.. or its some stupid girl who is ruiing her life because she likes you.... or its some stupid relative who just because you are doing better then there moronic kid is tryin to find an weakness of yours to exploit...why dont these people have the balls to come and say it to your face.. i mean if i am honest with them then they should be too... this is so stupid. fucking artificial peple with there fake smiles and there venemous hearts... and then why in the gods name one has to lose the people who one is actually comfortable with. either that ediot who u like is fromesome other fucking country or that stupid persons time is up and that ediot has to go and die.. i feel like as if my soul is rotting away...shewwwwwwwwwwww

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