Total eclipse of the heart

not exactly in the best of frame of minds... been listening to the total eclipse of heart... togather we can take it to the end of line... turn around... everynow and then i get a little terrified... everynow then i fall apart...and i need you tonight and i need you more then ever... and if you only hold me tonight... and i need you more then over... if you hold me tight...i dont know what to do...once upon a time i was fallen in love...now i am just fallen apart... nothen i can say a total eclipse of the heart... forever is goinna start tonight...
and i dont even have any one to sing this too... that is what has started to bother me... i remember when i was doing my fsc...the next thing was graduation... did my graduation... then it was work... did work which was envy of alot... at that time the next thing was masters... thought that after that there might be some rest... dont see any rest on horizon... and i wouldnt mind having no rest...if only i had some one to be restless with...
i havent met a single person with whom i would want to spend the rest of my life with... when someone said that i was a man without heart... i reinforced that statement... but some how now i am missing the absence of it... there are smiles... flutter of eyelashes... touches..hugs... but no feelings... and that has started to scare me... open options everwhere... the line between right and wrong is become more and more thin and obscure... the whole defination of right and wrong are changing....
some say love it is a river ...that drowns the tender reed... some say love it is a razor... that leads your soul to bleed... some say that love... it is a hunger... an endless aching need...

Told ya... not in the best frame of mind...

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